i just love my cousins. they give me e very 安稳 feeling. just like always when i'm with them i'll feel very relaxed. very safe. maybe because i'm someone who needs alot of 安全感. sometimes i feel very inscure. esp after i realised that not everybody is trustable and i shld not believe everything tt someone says. i need to stay around people whom i know i can trust. whom i know wont leave me alone when i need them. whom i know will always be there for me. i have a group of wonderful frens. and also a sweet group of cousins. and i love them :)

